Friday, August 5, 2011

8:59 AM

Its been awhile since I last updated my blog.

So many things has happen, dont know where to start. Well, lets start with My bestie, Siti Zaitun, I'm very very close to her, she is my everything, and the only true fren i have now. We laugh,have fun and even cry together. Alot of sweet memories that we share together that it covers up the bad ones. We play the guitar and sing along to our favorite songs. Here's a video of us playing...its not that great but we are getting better :P
Need to practice more, hehe...we will start our duo band some day...maybe >_>
Hehe, a few more instuments will not hurt :P

Now the bad part. Baby left me 2 months ago, right after our 2 yr anni. There are 2 different sides of what happened. Let's talk abt her side of the story : 'You were away when i needed you most, your having fun with another girl, taking pictures with another girl, going out with another girl. You forget abt me.'

Now my side of the story : 'I have friends i need to socialize with. Friends who needs me to show them what fun is. Ya, i did go out with another girl but did you see me taking picture with her, just the 2 of us? Did you see me hugging or kissing her? Did you see me holding her hand?And i had to focus on my studies, my final exams are coming up, in 1 mths time, or was that 2 weeks time >_>. Well anyways, to end my side of the story, for those two mths, i still did say 'I love you' every night b4 i sleep.

Siti always tell me to move on too. If she can do this to you now, think abt your future, she will do it again. I didnt want to belive that, but I had to accept the truth.

I'm letting go of her slowly, unlike her who just toss me one corner after using me. Thinking that i'm just her sex partner she uses to have her pleasure...Haiz, my life is forever complicated :(

i will never let you go (: