Friday, September 9, 2011

5:40 PM

The 4 of us were the best of friends. If something were to happen to one of us, the othe 3 will try and help with the best of our abilities. There was never a time when any of us were isolated from each other. NEVER!

But time changes everything and one by one, the 4 of us dropped out into our own lifes, leaving me here alone and solitary. I just cant accept the fact that all this had happened. It feels like it was just yesterday, the 4 of us laughing with each other. Haha~ here, Hehe~ there. At that time, i knew that the my life was complete with these 3. But now, all 3 of them, gone...and there is nothing i can do. People change.

What happened to balls? :
It may come as a shock to you, but me and balls actually dated. She is not desirable yet i still love her just the way she is. Beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder. I used to belive in that bullcrap. 6 mths after we started dating, she dumped me. She actually dumped me. And for reasons i am still confuse about. So both Nutty and Tarts were there to settle the break up between balls and me. They tried reasoning with balls, but her nose was lifted up so high. I actually cried and begged her to stay my gf. She decided to walk away. Tarts followed her and tried reasoning with her 1 last time, while nuts was with me, comforting me.

How did Fishy Nuts Happen? :
2 mths has past, and i was ready to start a new chapter of my love life. So i asked nuts, "Nuts, do you think i will ever get a new gf?". "No idea, but i am willing to help you look for one. :D I was happy that my best friend, nuts, wanted to help me out. She looked up her contacts on her phone and gave me one of the numbers. "Here, introduce yourself to her". I was like, WTF? Introduce myself to someone i didnt know? Well, since she's my best friend and was trying to help me, i texted the number. I got a cheerful reply back. At that time, i was over-joyed. *Months of Texting* Nuts told me to finally confess to her. I was nervous but went ahead...i was rejected right on the spot. I felt like dying X_X. Then nuts came up to me and said, "there is one girl that likes you". ???who??? She came up to me and hugged me, i was shocked :O. Thats how it all happens. 1506090845.

Well, the R.S. has alrdy ended and i'm still trying to get over it. Still crying in the brest-milk T T dont think i will recover anytime soon.

What is my R.S. with Tarts?
To all that asked this question, im gonna give u one short answer. We are 'besties' And nothing more, still can't belive nuts tot i was cheating on her with tarts.

Well, i am going to miss this beautiful friendship we shared. I'll keep it in behind close doors till we are all ready to enter that room together again in the future

i will never let you go (: